Thankful
One of the greatest joys of walking through grief has been the empathy and compassion that I’ve learned to have for others along the way. In the past, I could only listen to another person’s story of heartache. Now, I can actually feel it in my bones.
Over the past month, I’ve had the privilege to walk alongside people who are hurting. While our stories may be different, the heartbeat of pain remains the same.
I’ve cried tears with friends who are in the worst seasons of their lives. I’ve heard stories of abuse, broken relationships, addictions, depression, insecurities and fears, diagnosis’s and accidents.
I’ve been so fortunate to have others pour into my life. Their life experiences, wisdom, compassion and love have encouraged me, strengthened me and given me hope in times I felt like giving up. It makes a difference to know we aren’t alone in our suffering.
For quite some time I’ve asked God, why me? As to mean- why would you allow me to experience such heartache like this?
But, my pages are turning. Not only have new chapters begun, but it feels like an entire new book of my life is now being written.
The question is still the same, but the emphasis is completely different. God, why ME? Why do you love me so much? Why are you allowing me to experience this kind of joy following so much heartache? Why are you so faithful to ME?
I don’t know why, but I do trust that God is good. It’s His delight to watch His children experience unexplainable peace and joy.
I feel so full of life this summer compared to last, AND Jesus has promised me more! I am humbled by the way He has captivated my heart.
I’m feeling thankful today. Thankful for the courage of others who have paved the way before me. And thankful for the community of family and friends who have walked with me during this past season and who continue to do so.
To my friends and those of you reading this who are hurting or walking through the valley; you are not alone. I believe in you. I am for you and I am with you. And most of all, Jesus is for you and with you too.
Jesus, thank you for the pain. Sometimes it is only through suffering that we are able to gain a glimpse of who you really are. Redeem our suffering by teaching us to walk with others who are hurting. We aren’t meant to do this life alone.
Tami
“Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope.” Romans 5: 3-4
